Such a long time never come here d...
everytime come back here...sure there's sumthing happened...
or I feel very down...included tis time...
I tried to flash back my memory...
every year when come to end of March and April...
sure got sumthing happened and made me or anyone else not happy...
I wish I can keep everything...not to tell or not to share...
its hard...very hard...
I've done my part...think for others...
but...
I don think ppl around me will know...
Sumtimes...i wish i could leave here alone...
go for a vacation or watever...
I always try to overcome everything myself...
I always think i can settle down myself...
its hard...very hard...
cried out yest...so sudden...
tears automatic come out...
I know some ppl will always ask me wat happen and be my listener...
but...
sorry...
I wish to keep everything...
I really dunno how to tell...
moreover...i don even know how to describe my feeling...
Haiz...
